That is exactly what I asked a cousin of mine who to my knowledge still refuses to seek God..she has several degrees that she worked very hard for under difficult circumstances.. She worked several jobs without a car while getting her degrees from UVA and Duke. She is a brilliant business woman who travels worldwide, in circles of the rich and famous. It isn't unusual to see her in Milan or cruising around the Turks and Caicos Islands. She lives a footloose and care free life style on a South Carolina Beach and parties often with other people from her exclusive, gated community. And sometimes she calls me... still cousinly and loving each other,, but I do ask her about what she expects out of life, and the end of life, she knows I am a Christian.. This is her answer, "Oh, I'm OK,, I understand you need that crutch, that's alright for you, but I don't need it.. I make out just fine! "
So I wonder.. what does she mean.. ''My crutch?? Is it something I lean on in a troubled world. I know I'm not as smart as she is... I'm certainly not as well healed as she is. I can say I am about 10 years older than she is and I'll be 69 on Monday... these 10 years flew by. I know something I do have that she does not.. I have hope, assurance, faith, freedom from fear of the here after, real joy based on something inside of me, not some artificial something I seek after day after day.. You see I found the perfect filler for my void...
I have heard pastors say, and in essence this is true.. every human being is born with a vacuum, or hole .. some call it a God -shaped hole, that yearns to be filled.. So once we reach the age of accountability and we are on our own, we unconsciously seek that perfect thing that will fill that ravenous, ever seeking vacuum..

Now, if you know anything about the world, there is a god of this world, satan is his name, and his primary purpose is to entrap as many unsuspecting humans as he can. He definitely does not want anyone to find the perfect filler.... so the world continues to offer things that are contrary to God..drugs, alcohol, sex, perversion, pornography, for others it is pride, greed, power, self sufficiency, and self seeking gratification. You could probably name other distractions the world uses to keep us from seeking God,, but little do people understand that whatever is used to fill that deep desire within becomes a god to them. It is idolatry. .. for example, video games and computers can be idols, because they steal a person's time that God had planned for us to spend with HIM .
The God of the Universe hates idolatry ,, He is a jealous God.. After all, He created us, He loves us with an everlasting love and He is worthy of our whole heart and adoration. When we choose these other much baser, ungodly, or selfish life styles instead of seeking HIM, then we are actually falling right in line with the god of this world, God's adversary, the devil, and his scheme to prevent us from choosing what God wants for us.
You see there are only two choices.. One that leads you to God, and one that leads you astray and away from God. Perhaps you do not understand why you exist in the first place.. King David was inspired by the Holy Spirit when he wrote " "I cry out to God Most High, to God who fulfills his purpose for me." in Psalms 57:2. This is key in understanding God's purpose for your life. God has numbered your days and will fulfill every purpose He has for you". He purposes for every one whom He has created to worship HIM alone. To worship and glorify HIM. Thereto, He sets our path before us to accomplish what He has planned for us! When people chose their own way they are out of the Will of God and unfortuantaely, out from the covering He had planned to hedge around His own..
GOd's own Spirit will reach out to every human and draw them at some time in their lives.. He offers every one of us opportunities to choose HIM, and be saved from our sins and come into communion with HIM.. But after a time , he will give people over to their sin nature, and if they refuse to choose to come to him, over time their heart will be hardened . If you are not a child of God's and have read this post, don't you think it might be time to examine your heart.. If you have even an inkling of a sense that you need to turn to your Maker, do not hesitate.. that is GOd's Spirit quickening you, God is a gentleman, He never forces Himself on anyone,, It pleases HIM for us to come to HIM out of our desire and need for HIM.
I am praying that someone will indeed at this moment decide to turn to God and say, "Here I am, a sinner, I have lived a life unto myself and not given you much thought, but I am tired.. Life has been a disappointment to me.. I have tried to fill that hole mentioned above with all kinds of things that I thought would make me happy or even deaden my pain,, and it does for a little time... until it becomes an addiction and takes over my life and consumes me. I am so tired. Life seems hard and unfulfilled.. I had dreams, but they have all gone awry. Nothing satisfies.. so I give in, Lord, I do believe that you are who they say you are... You are the Son of God, that you, Jesus, did come to die for me... and, that you were crucified and died and was buried and on the third day, you arose from the dead. You ascended into to heaven and sit at the right hand of God, the Father. Save me, Lord and make me new. Redeem me with your life giving blood and restore me, Father, and I do repent from my wayward life.. Help me to lay aside my sinful ways and turn to you, into your marvelous light! Lead me into the new paths you have purposed for me that my days will reflect your goodness and I can breathe free from the shackles of sin that have bound me into the shell of a person I have become. Thank you , Lord for your love and provision to save my soul and bring into your fold, In Jesus name, Amen
If you prayed that prayer, it would be great if you left me a comment that I might pray specifically for you. I would recommend that you find a church where you can begin your new life of wholeness in Christ and fine a group of other believers with whom you can grow in the knowledge of who you really are in the sight of our loving Father!