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On the 7 th day since it snowed!
I love snow but I have learned from the error of my ways.. at our age, I really cannot enjoy snow days like I did when I was teaching we did get 8-10 inches of super powdery snow , and that following day I told Lynn to let the sunny day help it get going, as you could tell it was actually settling not starting to melt, and it created a icy layer on top. Well, by the second day, our driveway was pretty difficult to shovel. I felt very guilty, but Lynn persevered and got it done. The worse part was the ridge of snowy ice the plow had pushed on the street and partially blocked our drive. I kept wishing a band of young men, teens, would come by offering to help a 72 year old shoveler, but I do not think they exist any more.
Well, Lynn wouldn’t see reason and went ahead and shoveled our pretty long front walk! I can not tell you how many times I stood at the door praying God’s blessing on him. And feeling guilty for enjoying all that snow come down. Times have changed for us, we aren’t the same people we were 20 years ago when snow days were welcome and prayed for. But, God is still in His heaven and He supplied Lynn with the knowledge he needed to take breaks when needed, and the strength to take care of business. God is so faithful and we are learning that we can rely on His goodness and mercy in all things!
I have so much for which to be thankful. I have to say in my flesh, I am very tired of this gall bladder ordeal that started back in mid October.
I was horribly ill for a couple of weeks, and went to the Urgert Care twice, but they were treating me in error, based on their best information. In truth I had pancreatitis from a huge ping pong ball sized stone blocking a duct. But I never exhibited gall bladder trouble, per se. . No attacks as is the usual onset.When I went to the emergency room I was jaundiced and very sick. Photo taken end of October in triage.
Okay, guys I never thought I’d share this and if anyone asks about It I will unequivocally deny any knowledge about it. But after a cat scan showing a large mass , I had every oncologist on call that night stop in my triage room to tell me I had pancreatic cancer. One at a time. But I absolutely would not receive that and told them unequivocally that I did not, that Satan had been after me all year and he will not win. I do not have cancer. Satan wants to take me out because I am a prayer warrior and I have his minions on the run.
Well, I’ve had 84,000 dollars worth of tests and 3 endoscopies since this with a wonderful doctor who has unequivocally told me I do not have cancer, he has done everything in his power and opportunity to prove this to that team of specialists, but they apparently demanded this last cat scan now that the stone is finally gone, and truth to tell. I am cancer free! Praise God for good insurance!I am feeling so much better and was able to go to Boston in November for two weeks to celebrate with our daughters family, and was able to celebrate a wonderful Christmas here at home even entertaining my charcuterie dinner party knowing that the end of January I would continue the quest for hopefully finalizing this journey I’ve been on.so the c scan is over, next week, I see my doctor, and following soon I will have what I pray will be my last endoscopy to remove stents, so, thereafter the only thing on the table is the question about my gall bladder. I’m praying it is so good the doctors will agree no surgery! Again, God has been so very good to me. He has brought me through each step of this long process and I think it is all for my good …to teach me more about Him,, maybe for a new purpose in my life. I only know , I love my Lord and am ever willing to be led by His Spirit into whatever assignment He has for me! praise His holy name!
I am so thankful for leftovers. Last weekend I did a lot of really great cooking. It was as if something came over me that I hadn’t felt in a long time and I cooked a wonderful dish for every meal. Maybe it was the snowfall, but I made a delicious soup, a fantastical Chinese chicken stir fry and rice, a fabulous pan seared steak, baked potato, salad dinner. Well, because we haven’t done that much this week, and at our age we just do not eat like we used to, we have lived off of those delicious leftovers all week. Tonight is the first time I have to cook again and I’m sure we will have left overs again. I’m making homemade tacos with all the trimmings.
On the world stage…I am so thankful for what is happening with Roe vs. Wade..as a prayer warrior in prayer groups for many years we have prayed about this atrocity that has twisted our culture into a culture of death.. It has affected crime, health, well, everything related to life because of the groundswell of evil that abortion opened the door to for our nation. I am only expressing my right of free speech here but it is sprinkled with the truth of heaven as I know that we cannot kill over 2000 children ever day and not have God’s hand lifted off of our nation. But praise God truth is finally streaming throughout the land. Young people have taken the gauntlet and were in huge numbers at the March for Life rally today. Judges are coming around realizing how much more technology we have today than in the 60’s when people actually thought abortion was ridding the body of an unwanted mass. Today in just a few weeks of gestation, we know the child is formed and fully able to feel what happens during abortions. We have good reason to believe judges will be ruling to dismiss Roe vs, Wade and turning the matter over to the states which it’s a giant step toward godliness in our nation.
And for # 5. I am just full of thanksgiving today! It is a day when everywhere I look .I see God’s Hand supporting me and extending grace and supply for all our needs. Praising God the king of the Universe! The photo taken in Boston the week of Thanksgiving.