I become so exasperated with trying to watch my weight.. It has been my life struggle... I recently lost 35 pounds after being set on a weight that seemed to never fluctuate... it was a terribly unhealthy weight and I hated myself... Then suddenly it seemed rather easy to just say no to food... although if I'm honest it was an attitude that got me there that wasn't my best self either... How to keep a positive attitude and deeply desire to eat healthily... That is where I am today.. I have been on a nasty plateau for a couple of months.. oh, it is easy to go off a couple of days then weigh and see Ive gained 3 pounds then it is, as well, easy to lose those 3 pounds but then I am stuck yet again... today I am ready to set a goal and lose at least 20 pounds before Christmas..Several years ago we did the Weigh Down workshop at church. It was putting God first before food and teaching ourselves to only eat when we hear our stomach growl... God's mechanism for telling us it is time to eat... Then eat only as much as makes you feel satisfied.. not one bite more... usually for me it was half my regular plate full.. So I adopted this slogan.. I can eat it all,, just not all at one time.. Otherwise when the urge to eat comes up read the bIble instead... Or write in my journal!We would go to Bellacino's with friends I would order a box at the same time my food came and divide my plate at once eating only half the portion and eat the rest tomorrow... this worked for me and I lost 50 pounds over about 3 months..then something happened and before I knew it it was all back on me... I am at a place now spiritually where studying His Word and reading the Bible when the urge to eat comes on me would be the best thing.. as I am now doing 2 deep Bible studies.. so I am truly determined to get my act together and try to really make some headway on my diet... If I lose 25 pounds I would be getting much closer to my goal weight!!!
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Showing posts with label Weekly Weigh In. Show all posts
Thursday, September 20, 2018
Wednesday, September 5, 2018
Weekly Weigh In

To return to Stacy at A Homemaker's Heart.
This is my first posting on this link but I've struggled with my weight for 50 years. I first of all gained my weight during the year I lived overseas in Germany after I married my husband and we lived off base while he finished his tour of duty.. Not much to do there except keep house and read.. no phone, no tv ,and very few friends... so I did gain quite a few pounds.. Upon retuning home and beginning my first teaching position I was able to lose about half of that weight, but the last half just would not budge.. and over time it crept back up on me.
Over the years I did exactly what you a re absolutely not supposed to do.. I yo-yoed up and down...and finally joined the club with the rest of my aunts resigned myself to be a large woman!
My husband declared never again would I spend the money to join weight watchers or any other paid diet plan because it just always came back on me.. so I was left on my own devices.
I dont know if it was my surgery I had last fall when I had to have a skin graft on my nose as a result of skin cancer and reconstructive surgery.. there were several tweaking surgeries and return visits to UVA Medical center but over a few months I lost 20 pounds. It just seemed to easily fall off of me... but then I hit a plateau. In May of this year I was having some therapy and my therapist offered me a plan that worked on the cellular level.. but depended on 2 protein shakes a day...Protein shakes are not my favorite thing no offense to those who enjoy them... I stood them for 2 months and lost another 20 pounds but suddenly my IBS kicked in and I couldnt take one face one more shake... so I quit that program. and praise be to God I have still been level on that weight ever since mid July... Ive learned to watch the scales and if I gain a pound I conscientiously lose it the next day... but it does seem that Im at that awful plateau yet again...so here I am today I weighed this morning and am up 2 pounds from my low mark in July... I long for cooler weather, because I just do not get out in these hot humid days to walk or hardly anything else. .. so it has to be my eating patterns.
At age 67 I am thrilled to be 40 pounds down, but I have at least 40 or 50 pounds to go to be truly healthy and happy. My goal is to get off of Diabetes meds, and hopefully blood pressure medicine... Both situations are very happily well maintained with a pill, I am thankful for the computer because there are such great menus and meal plans found on here,, and prayer is my main stay... praying for all who have weight to lose to be strong and content with just enough and learn to be satisfied and hopeful for great results.
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