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What a week we've had.. I mean, all of us! I don't know about you, but this whole pandemic sort of took me by surprise..Yes, I know it started in China and was seemingly racing about from nation to nation last week. I was so saddened and upset by the toll it was taking in Italy, but I suppose I still felt rather far removed from it all. Then last week it was on our mainland.. and to tell the truth we had no idea it had been hidden away within its hosts, as it lies silent for several days before it rears its ugly head.. well, there is so much we do not know about it that is the part that is rather terrifying in and of itself. We just learn about it a little more each day until now less than a week later we only really know what we have gleaned from reports coming for the other countries affected. But we, also, know that our very best resources are frantically working around the clock to keep us as safe, as we are willing to be, given our obedience to the guidleines that are being set before us..


I will confess, at first, I thought it was mostly politically motivated, this being an election year. Then my scientific daughter and son in law got ahold of my mind and heart and convinced me of the seriousness of co-vid19. Now I just so wish that everyone was taking it seriously and staying at home... not going out and spreading it around... for top doctors are saying the numbers are exponentially more than are being reported, and even areas like mine that appear to be clear of the contagion are absolutely not!


But, even knowing and finally understanding the ramifications of this, I am not afraid.. I'm 70, a type II diabetic, and have stage III kidney disease, because of long term meds a doctor had me on...I have no fear of this encroaching virus... it holds no sway over me. Oh, I'm practicing self quarantine and washing my hands like mad.. but my mind and heart are completely at peace about it all. I know the Father... His love, His provision, His watch care over me.. that anytime I even do stupid things and put myself in jeopardy, He has been there to pick me up, or even keep me from falling! Consequences, yes, Ive suffered those... but they taught me to put my entire trust and faith in Him and not in myself. He has seen me through skin cancer and skin grafts on my face, torn meniscuses and severe pain and inability to be mobile, he has seen me through the most excruciating pain imaginable during these shingles I've had this winter, and through it all I know now His presence and loving care over me.. even when I cried out "WHY?" He answered softly, "Because, in your suffering you are understanding the love I and My Son have for you..You are aligned in the suffering my Son endured to ransome you from the precipice of sin, death, and separation from Me."
It is all for love! And I understood and praised Him even more..I have learned so much.. and I almost feel like it was in preparation of this new season of my life... where we are walking into unknown paths, but knowing He is right here beside us, actually carrying us, I know there is absolutely nothing to fear!
So I am spending my hours thinking Spring
and loving the the gardens coming alive outside!
And enjoying and praising God for each new day what e're may come
It is all held fast in His hand!